UphillBothWays - June 9, 2005

Lately confronted with my own apparent inability to obey God. Why? What's up? Why do I run away? Has it ever resulted in anything but chaos? I still don't get it - receiving His love. But I do know He loves through people. Sometimes when I'm surrounded by loving community, I feel ironically least loveable. This is a spiritual problem. But Thanks be to God, He doesn't leave when times get tough. He is faithful; His Grace inexhaustible. I want all though- all of His Love so that I can love others; be representing Him to everyone. I can't give what I don't have. It's all in faith.